Content Warning

This post contains discussions of:

• Religious trauma and deconstruction
• Child death and terminal illness (hospice setting)
• Suicide (brief mention of stepsister)
• Existential suffering and theological questions about evil
• Mental health struggles and suicidal ideation
• Colonial violence and genocide (Auschwitz reference)
• War and current conflicts (Gaza, Sudan)

The author discusses complex theological questions about suffering, God, and faith that may be distressing for readers who have experienced religious trauma, loss of loved ones, or are currently struggling with mental health.

Please prioritize your wellbeing while reading.